Well Taylor barely has a voice. The more she uses it the worse it gets. She doesn’t understand voice rest. I try to make her use her sign language she knows so that her voice can rest and heal up but she wont. She’s two.
She is scheduled for her next surgery on April 30th. I’m not sure I want to make her wait that long. I can tell the voice loss bothers her. She gets frustrated very easy when people don’t understand her.
I just want to hold onto her and take it all away. I’ve started to do more research on the other therapys that are out there. I’m going to continue to give the DIM a little longer but I want to have something else in place to start trying when I and if I decide to stop it.
There are a few promising things out there. It’s just my own worries and fears that keep me from proceeding. I know you shouldn’t let fear guide you but it does when someone else’s life is stake. I need a little more guidance so I pray that God gives me a sign on which way to turn with this.
I love you baby girl more then you will ever know and your mommy is really really trying to do what is best for you. I’m so sorry you are going through this.
